My heart is breaking going through our photos. I don’t know how to let you go. Two years wasted. I feel like you died. You’re here but you don’t want me. I don’t know how to deal with such a loss. My heart hurts so much. I don’t know how to go on. I feel so broken and I can never be fixed again
Sometimes recovery is waking up early to write in coffee shops and practicing yoga and eating lots of fruit and chocolate and sometimes it’s staying in bed all day and hiding from the world until you can stop crying. All of this is okay. What’s important is that you take care of yourself no matter what kind of day you’re having.